Here and There...

Things have been...interesting I guess being back over here. I had the hardest time trying to buy my school books. I greatly dislike money now because of it. For the past week, I've been doing my best to being attentive to my classes and it seems like I'll be having to do a lot of work, reading, and studying this semester. But that's all okay. I find each class interesting except for math. What a boring class math will always be!

Ah! To the right and below on the left is Katou Shigeaki. 　　　

加藤成亮.

My favorite japanese idol of all. I felt like putting his picture there just this time, because I felt like gushing over how cool he looks in it. It's amazing...how we see people that are famous in their own right, but the chances of you being able to even talk to them or even see them is very, very slim. It's kind-of depressing! But! I truly enjoy his antics, accomplishments, singing and more. I wish him the best of luck! One day, when I've improved my Japanese capabilities more, I'll write him a letter to tell him how much I adore and wish him luck in whatever he does! But...I suppose it probably won't be such a grand thing to him. He is an idol afterall, and the probability that he receives many such letters is highly probable.

Anyways. I finally was able to get my textbooks on Friday. One of the ladies that worked there had tried to help me two times before on wednesday, but each time I tried to pay for the books, I would give her my debit card, she would scan it, and I would be declined. What a troubled feeling being declined is! by the time it was Friday, I had accumulated so much anxiety and stress. I already had classes that were using the books I could not buy! I already had a ton of reading due soon with books that I kept being denied from! I didn't want to start failing so soon because of a damn card! But things finally worked out at last. I had gone to the bank during a break between classes and I asked a consultant about my problem. I'll be getting an ATM card, and I was able to withdraw money for my books. Why couldn't the Financial Aid Office just let me have my money voucher in the first place? Damn school! It's rather frustrating.

I've strayed from my fanfiction writing. I love to write them - the fanfiction stories - but my motivation or maybe my trust in what I write to be able to write so quickly and so much in a short amount of time. I hardly trust myself to be able to produce something that people will enjoy to read and request for more. So, writing just two chapters of decent length in just 3 days total, I've sucked myself conciously or unconciously (I'm not sure exactly which it would be in this case) into a writing slump. It's not like I haven't started the 3rd chapter of my installment, but it's the fact I don't know what the people would like and what sounds good to me to continue at this precise moment. I sure hope I find my motivation. People seemed to like my story a lot. It was shocking.

And finally, Some more pictures just for the heck of it, because I feel like sharing nothing else.

I absolutely adore 大野+二宮ラブラブ「大宮」